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Counting On You
03:38
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I can't stop thinking about turning my head off.
And checking out.
Sometimes I swear that it feels like I'm worthy of nothing.
Unworthy of anything.
I felt my back cracking under all the weight.
I wonder if you heard the shift in my vertebrae.
I saw the lines deepening below my eyes
a little more each day I wake.
If I'm worthy of anything I have I'm counting on you to tell me.
Seems like the universe is taking it's stab at me.
I'm not surprised, more than anything - I am relieved.
There's a calendar on the wall; we don't know how it got there.
All it does is remind me that time is the enemy.
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Better For It
03:44
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How suddenly things change.
I think about it more than I want to.
Form your tongue to speak my name for the last time before I forget you.
I carry your blood but I will not shoulder any of the pain.
I feel it grow beneath the surface just looking for a vein.
This temporary feeling.
Unaware we're breathing.
I've held onto things for too long.
And I know the lies I tell myself come back to haunt me.
Drag my feet through everything I've ever done.
Thank you for waiting around while I was all sewn up.
Through clenched teeth I try to change the way that I'm perceiving.
Bury deep a memory; six fucking feet and counting.
If you ask me I'm better for it.
But the question: am I honest?
When I leave this place, know it's what I hoped for.
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